Thursday, August 27, 2009

It hit me today...

I've been living in a dream world up until today... My last day at work turned out to be really sad and not the feeling of lightness and relief I was expecting. It's embarassing to admit, but I cried on and off all day, and throughout my exit interview... At one point during the interview I laughed and said to my HR director, "I don't know how many people bawl during their exit sessions..." She said, "Well... actually, you're the first!" Not a great feeling, but I just couldn't hold it together today. I've been with my coworkers nonstop for four years. I feel I'm losing my family.

I also think I've been operating under extreme conditions. I found out August 13th I needed to be in Taiwan by the end of the month. Getting everything together has been a huge effort and the lack of sleep hasn't helped. The littlest things got me tremendously sad today... I'm lucky to feel so attached to everything and everyone in my life.

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